Monday Afternoon 2 | makingbabycoutts's Blog

Well damn I THOUGHT he was watching her since he's right there but he's not. He's doing homework for class tonight. He wasn't payiing close enough attention to her and twice I checked on them only to find her a few moments away from hitting her head on the toolbox again.

I'm not mad at him because I know he needs to get this work done for tonight. I just wish he'd told me that we were not working together anymore but had gone back to my turn again. Again, I'm ok with it being my turn, but it would be nice to know when he was done watching her.

She scares me all the time. I'm always afraid she is going to get hurt. She is very mobile and faster than you think. He needs to baby proof the wires along the floor in the front room somehow. She reaches for the electronics. I think we just need a baby gate, like a dog gate but for a baby in the house, to corral her.

Deep relaxing breath... I SO just want to take a nap right now. I almost fell asleep a few moments ago. I can't let myself take a nap because she is still awake (in her crib with some juice) and he needs to take a shower and get ready to leave for class shortly.

So tired. Fighting to stay awake. I'm afraid I'll sleep too deeply if I fall asleep and wont hear her crying.